Life…. A continuation
Long time past since I update the blog….. Well life has been going and going.. So much so that it feels kinda of flat.. But at least it’s picking up and somehow or rather I feel that I’ve stepped out of the shadows of my failed marriage.
However, my circles of friends seems to be getting into trouble and I’ve been playing "Agony Aunt" to a few of them…Life is really unpredictable, we may do all the planning but at the end of the day it all depends on the Mighty One if he is letting events fall into place as we had planned. From the time in March 07 ( after my last posting) till now I’ve came to another conclusion. Love is not an easy path to be walking down… Everyone falls in love yet not everyone finds the "pot of gold at the end of the rainbow", Happiness.
What is the thing that makes us happy? Varies from ppl to ppl yet the common factor is that it relax us, make us feel comfortable and at ease.. Something so simplt yet it’s so hard to attain it when we throw love into the equation… WHY? I believed for those who had read the earlier postings you guys would know that I’m skeptical about entering into another releationship due to various factors…. My debts is a main concern, as spelt out in my earlier posting on why dats so… but then, I think God has other plans for me. He has shown me that only by opening ur hearts to others thats where u can learn to truely forgive others. And it is by forgiving others that we can find the true meaning of happiness.. By me harping on the debts… I’m in actual fact still being resentful towards my ex wife as I’ll keep thinking that she had cause me the mony problems. I should have seen it and know it long time ago… She didn’t forced me to made those choices… At the end of the day I did… So why should I blame her… I made the choices thus I’m bearing the consequences of it. Period.
Thus I think that if I meet someone special, I’m going to try to date again. But of course I’ll have to be truthful to the other person and only if she’s willing too.. Well hopefully the next entry will be a happier one
" The only sovereign I can allow to rule me is reason. The first law of reason is this, what exist, exist; what is, is." Wizard’s Sixth Rule by Terry Goodkind